God Without Limits

I have a testimony 

The road behind me has been dark and tumultuous—marked by stress, uncertainty, and unrelenting worry. I have wrestled with burdens on all fronts: physical illness and exhaustion, mental, emotional stress, and spiritual battles.

These hardships slowly drain the joy from my heart. Outwardly, at times I wear a smile, but inwardly, Im crushed, my soul is tired and weeping silently. The weight of it all presses hard, yet I resolve to endure it like a man; seeking for strength daily from God.

Amidst the suffering, I continue to pray, clinging to His mercy. “The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit” (Psalm 34:18). I thank Him for sustaining my life despite my trials, for even in the depths of despair, He keeps me breathing.

I bring my hopes and worries to my Maker, no matter the season of life. Whether joy or hardship surrounds me, I seek communion with the Divine. The teachings of Scripture urge me to pray without ceasing and to remain steadfast in every circumstance. 

I am on a journey to deepen my connection with my Creator.

In my prayers, I cry out, asking Him to preserve my life as I strive to live holy. Yet I surrender: “Lord, if You will take me, then let it be in the moment when Your Holy Spirit fills me completely.” I want to be in the church that is without spot, wrinkle or blemish. I want to make it in the first resurrection.

God is now my ultimate priority. I have decided that I would rather disappoint men than disappoint the One who created me. As the Apostle Paul wrote, “For am I now seeking the approval of man, or of God? Or am I trying to please man? If I were still trying to please man, I would not be a servant of Christ” (Galatians 1:10). My heart’s second request has been simple: Lord, give me the strength to focus on my own path and mind my business, keeping my eyes on You alone.

The journey has been filled with pain and struggles as I battle against my fleshly nature, striving to understand and walk in the ways of God—the path of holiness. With God’s help, I seek to put off my old self, shedding the habits of my former life, and be transformed by the renewing of my mind and spirit. As it is written, “Put off your old self, which belongs to your former manner of life and is corrupt through deceitful desires, and be renewed in the spirit of your minds, and put on the new self, created after the likeness of God in true righteousness and holiness” (Ephesians 4:22-24). 

My heart’s desire is to become a holy man, sanctified for God’s purpose.

The enemy has worked tirelessly to discourage me, whispering lies to weaken my resolve. But I refuse to falter. My prayer is this: “As the deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for You, O God” (Psalm 42:1). I long for a hunger and thirst for God’s Word that only heaven can satisfy. Each day, I praise Him. Each day, I dwell in His Word and grow in understanding, learning to walk closer with Him.

I have also prayed for joy—a joy that transcends human understanding. A joy in serving God, even when pain, disappointment, or persecution surround me. I ask for the strength to remain steadfast and to serve Him “with gladness and singleness of heart” (Ephesians 6:7), no matter what comes my way.

And now, along my journey I stand as a witness:

• Testifying that God’s Word is true and unfailing. (Isaiah 40:8).
• Testifying that God listens to and answers prayers.
• Testifying that He is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.
• Testifying that in serving Him, I have found joy and peace.
• Testifying that I’ve tasted Him and found that He is good.
• Testifying that my God is Almighty and All-Powerful (Luke 1:37).
• Testifying that if you humble yourself before God, He will lift you up. 
• Testifying that God does not forsake the righteous.
• Testifying that God has no limits.

As I reflect on all I've endured and the work God continues to do in my life, my heart is filled with gratitude to Jehovah. I face life's challenges with peace, knowing they are part of a greater plan. I cling to the promise: "Those who persevere to the end will be saved."

To Him alone be the glory forever. 

Happy New Year. 🙏